Lilly Lavender Paper - 01

The shame of writing about other people has caught up with me 

I left those problems for the future 

The future was yesterday 

And I... 

Well I have become exactly what I wanted to be! 


Unfeeling, Unloving, Unburdened 

I hate everything in the most beautiful way 

No I am not stomping around 

Flayling my tits in a radical attempt 

to enlargen them 


No man... that is boring 

I just hate everything in a way that makes me finally see everything properly 

No its not that I have officially been diagnosed 

Or that I lost my child at the Museum 

Or that I couldn't feel even if I tried 


Its that to love nothing, no one and nonsense 

Means I am free 


And to be free 

Is to be everything I wanted to be 


These are future me problems

The future was yesterday



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